BOB DYLAN

I'M NOT THERE

DIRECTED BY TODD HAYNES IN 2007

ISNT HE SO SUAVE? SO I SEEN THIS MOVIE TODAY AND IT WAS UNBELIEVABLE TO ME, THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING BUT NOT THAT AMAZING BUT THE MESSAGE BEHIND IT WAS REMARKABLE. CALL ME CRAZY BUT JUST LIKE YOU I HAVE PROBLEMS BEHIND MY SMILE, HIGH PRICED CLOTHING, CHEAP LIP GLOSS, AND MANI & PEDI NAILS IS A LOST SOUL. IM 20 YEARS OLD AND I CAN HONESTLY TELL THE WORLD I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE IM GOING IN LIFE, HOW TO GET THERE AND AM I GONNA BE ALONE ON THE JOURNEY THE WHOLE WAY. IVE CONCEIVED SO MUCH PAINFUL LESSONS, MISUNDERSTANDING LESSONS,  AND LESSONS LEARNED

KIND OF LIKE A MICE IN A MAZE, THAT IVE DEVOLPED INTO A YOUNG ADULT WHO JUST REALLY 

"DONT GIVE A DAMN".. 

CARELESS, RECKLESS, AND MOST OF ALL FEARLESS BUT I CAN TELL YOU THATS NOT WHO IVE ALWAYS BEEN. MOST OF YOU CALL IT STRENGTH I CALL IT SELF CONSCIOUSNESS, INSECURITY, LONELINESS, AND A SIMPLE QUESTION MARK !. BUT GUESS WHAT I WAS TOO STUPID TO REALIZE BEFORE I SEEN THE MOVIE... 

"EVERYONE HAS A STORY TO TELL"  

OPRAH DIDNT BECOME WHERE SHE IS TODAY WITHOUT THAT PUSH FROM THE STRUGGLE , DMX DIDNT HAVE SO MUCH POWER IN HIS VOICE CUS HIS GRANDMA DIED ..JAY-Z DONT MAKE HIS RAPS MARCY PROJECTS AND HIS STRUGGLES WROTE IT FOR HIM ...IT WAS THE STRUGGLE THAT PUSHED ATLEAST 70-80% OF THE MOST ESTABLISHED PEOPLE WE LOOK UP TO TODAY. IM ALWAYS PRAYING TO GOD ASKING HIM, WHY ...WHY ME? SHOW ME, TELL ME WHAT IT IS I GOTTA DO CUS I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS, 

"WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS? " ...

AND WATCHING THIS MOVIE WAS LIKE HE TOLD ME... YOURE LOLARAE THE RAPPER RAV' DONT YOU SEE YOUR BLESSED! I BLESSED YOU WITH A TALENT I BLESSED YOU WITH THE ABILITY TO REACH OUT TO MILLIONS TO HELP THEM.. YEAH RAPPING ABOUT MONEY DICK HUSLTLIN N ARROGANCE CAN BE COOL BUT THE REAL WORLD AINT GOIN THRU ALL THAT, 

ITS LIKE HE SAID 

"I MADE YOU STRUGGLE SO YOU CAN HAVE A REAL STORY TO TELL"

EVERYBODY HAS ONE... LOL BUT LIKE I TELL THE WORLD 

MY LIFE IS CRAZY

AND JUST CAUSE I DONT SPEAK IT DONT MEAN I DONT LIVE IT...

I THINK IM READY TO SPEAK IM EXCITED FOR THE UPCOMING PROJECTS I HAVE AND I WONT ASK GOD WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS ANYMORE CUS IM WORTH EVERY STRUGGLE 

THANK YOU GOD !